my life be like…

and this is the happiest I’ve been but the worst I’ve felt. there is no middle ground but i don’t think i care because it’s just mutual weirdness.

fuck this bullshit.

i can’t believe the two men i put everything into have left me..i was never first, i got put second, even one of the guys said so yesterday. ha. wow, am i fucked up in the head.

i know it’s hard to remember these times but you gotta keep your head up and you gotta let your hair down.

loosing my mind, one day at a time. just looked back at pictures of my Lou dog and now i’m sitting facing depressing nostalgic moments.

it like hypocritical of the people who put this smile on my face to take it away just cuz of selfish reasoning. ha. #irony

even though i’m at my worst, i still smile.

fuck what you heard, like my dick against your ear drum.

loosing grip on reality with each passing minute. situations like this teach you more than need be.

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